the door of life & death

On Sunday morning, Kahyan's auntie gave birth to a baby girl.

At the same day, my godmother's husband was announced death. He fell down the night before when he came out from the toilet and knock his head on the floor. Bleed till death b'coz there's nobody at home except his Down Syndrome son. His son sat beside him whole night.

Kaima only informed yesterday afternoon. I asked why didnt tell me on Sunday, she said bcoz she knows im gonna have my exam so didnt what to bother me. =( I felt so touch.

Went to the crematory last night with Kit. This morning went to the Assunta church for prayer and then back to the crematory for cremation. Seeing all Uncle Michaael's relatives and sons and daughters crying, i couldn't tahan too. Especially seeing my godmother, really " xin suan ". From now onwards my kaima will be alone, nobody to fetch her up and down and to work. The place she stays is uphill, if she wanna take bus she have to walk down the hill which is very difficult for a nearly 60 year old fat lady. I so wanna do something to help her, but i couldn't. I feel so damn helpless now. She is that kind that is tough inside but soft inside. She would not show people her sadness or what so ever.

I was thinking to myself, what if one day i received a call says that kaima passaway? Really couldn't take it.

FUckin emo.

Just came back from Sony Ericsson training. tired.

Yesterday was a stomach-full day. Hehe. Went out had Korean BBQ with Tracy @ Taipan. Both of us only, and the bill was around RM130 -_-. The BBQ beef was superb! It was my first time trying Korean cold noodle - *thumbs up*. They have sliced pears & cucumbers, so the soup was like peary peary haha, sweet & nice =). Then we had SoJu after eating, i would say it taste 50% like Vodka.

Anyway, while we were on the way back to Tracy's house, there was a roadblock. We were asked to stopped aside, shit man. Clever her do not have a P -_-.

"Mana P amoi?"

"Ini kerete emak la"

"Macam mana ni?"

"I belanja u minum sekarang la"

"I sedang kerja mana boleh?"

"Takper la, dekat saja ma."

"Tak bolehla, esok la kita minum."

"Ok ok, esok saya belanja minum."

"Macam mana contact?"

"I duduk dekat saja"

"Alar, bagilah hp. no."

-____________- wat a shitter, poor Tracy gave haha!

Ok last Sat was IACT's Carnival Open Day. Me & Niki was the so-called DJ for ChristianFellowship booth. We selled muachis, ice-sticks, and we do song dedications.

"Coming up next is UMBRELLA, from Caryn to Yelena ~!" ...this kinda kehpoh stuffs la =)

Then nite time went to Ekmund's house party. I seriously have no idea what had i drinked, coz he mixed damn alot of types of liquor for us. I didn't get tipsy at all, too rojak d -_- Anyway we had fun lar, when it's almost the end, daring each other to do "something". But what happens there stay inside there lar =)

Today went to watch DeadSilent with Adrian at Cineleisure. Good plot =). Not much of scary scenes i would say. Can watch lar atleast, much more better than those crap ghost movies. Supposed to go for CF dinner at OldKlangRoad, but ... - i seriously need diet d...that's why i bought 20 green apples yesterday hahaha

Visited CIJ ( Center for Independent Journalism ) yesterday. It was located at Titiwangsa. 21 of us with Ms.Joanna leading us took lrt there. Feels like primary school again -_- kinda malu. We even have to do head count! We talked about the freedom of speaking for about 2 hours plus. I was feeling so sleepy i started scratching myself with my nails, making that kind of geli sound XD.

Anyway, today during PR presentation, a friend of us detonated an atomic bomb in the middle of people's presentation. In case u don't understand, i meant farted. It was so loud that me, Reema & Chien couldn't stop laughing till our tears came out. So sorry dude! We didn't mean it =p

William came and pick me up from college today! with his new latest Honda Civic! woot woot~ went to TheCurve and had SakaeSushi for lunch -> Watched Transformers (finally) -> Baskin Robbins after movie !! Feels so satisfied and happy after eating ice-cream hehe =) I'm admiring the pics William took for me 2 months ago, he just passed the cd to me today -_- after so long.

kissing pics

I just realized i took alot of kissing pictures recently -_-






Anyway, u guys wont be seeing my booty shaking in any club until after mid August bah...hopefully =/

Dunhill private party

Attended Dunhill private party @ Baywatch with Niki. Niki's fren invited her and Niki invited me. Reached there around 8.30p.m. I fucking thought we over-dressed coz everyone there was wearing casual, i felt so uneasy. But later on, more people came and im like Phew~ we are not the only 2 that are dressed up. Got to know this bunch of guys, we were daring one of the guy to drink directly from the jug, and if he could finish it he earns 2 kisses from me & Niki. He was like suffering already half way, so Niki gave him a peck on his cheek - as encouragement. LOL WTF. He finished it all in the end, but puked right in front of everybody -_- gross! My precious kiss was spared hehe =D. Anyway these were really nice gentleman guys, im pretty sure - unlike some people that i know.

Bitches are getting more & more nowadays. I don't discriminate bitchy people b'coz sumtimes i can be very bitchy as well. But please be a nice high-standard bitch la, don't make urself so cheap go around gossiping. Is that the only thing bitches can do? You can be sexy bitch, or door bitch - bitches got many kinds leh!

Poor Tuku, i back u up no matter what =)

It's been 1year and 5months already! =)

Penang Trip pt.II

More pics on Penang trip

She so cool

The others went for para-sailing. Left me, Niki, Joan & Laura(MIA in this pic) sunbathing =)



Im so vain.

Laura in white bikini..woot~

Joan


Miss Joanna & me. She's 1 of the nicest lecturer i've met =) I heart u Miss Jo ;X

Random pic


Dinner @ Gurney Drive

Ikanbakar

Oh-Jien & Rojak

I dunno what she's eating, but it looks so delicious haha

Everybody bz eating

Went to the nightmarket after eating. Darren so into the earring -_-

Gay

Steph. Joan. Me. Joanna. Niki. Laura. Esther

On the field look

Fail la

Tried to imitate S.H.E. But so fail lar...we're not cawaii enuff

Last day

Bye-bye beach

Stopped halfway for Durian.

Steph the superwoman

-_-

This is it lar...we went home after eating Durian. Darren keep burping in the car, f*uckin smelly for goodness sake! Fortunately, we didn't faint =p