Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Drama-Rama

Yesterday Baby G was officially 3 months old. Poor her have to stay in the vet for 1 night observation, and it was also like a night of hell for me.

It was like this:
I brought her up to my room to sleep for the first time as I think it is time to let her out from the cage. I got woken up at 6am by some paper rustling sounds and I saw her biting my books and shit on it!!! So I hit her with the book and made her bite it, so that she wouldn't dare to simply bite stuffs again. I began to clear up the mess, and she started coughing, or sort of like choking. I freaked out, and I dare not sleep and just sat there observing her. She began to salivate, literally like all dangling around her mouth. Then she vomited, both food and blood. I felt like crying already.
Thank God Niki send me to the vet, but the vet said have to send for X-ray as she suspects Baby G swallowed something. However, the result came out fine. So for safety precautions, Baby G had to stay in at the vet for 1 night.

I felt so guilty for the whole night, and I looked up on the internet how to pray A Prayer of Repentance lor! I was so worry that I'd become a puppy murderer! The point I'm trying to make here is, guilt has already eating me up even though it's just a puppy. I really cannot understand how such a real murderer like we always see in newspapers, can live a normal life and sleep soundly in the night for yearssssss before they got caught?!

All I can say now is, Thank God that Baby G is fine, and I learnt how to pray the Prayer of Repentance =)
Niki said my dog is drama-rama, hahaahaha.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

"sometimes"

Sometimes, I wish I am deaf and dumb. Then, I will not hear nor say anything hurtful. Sometimes, I wish I have an excellent communication skill. Then, I will know exactly what is the right word to say. Sometimes, I wish I am still a mummy's little girl. Then, I will not need to go through all this shit.

Yeah, I have so much more "sometimes" wishes...How I wish right? Too bad, reality is cruel. I am crying inside my heart. I've had the habit of swallowing back my tears, but sometimes it's just too difficult, it came pouring down.

I've became too dependent, now I wish for the day to come, as I need to begin to find back myself. Love oh love, you are such an invisible killer. I will overflow myself with God's love and my ambitions, so that I will not be such vulnerable victim any more.

You can kiss my ass now!


Saturday, September 18, 2010


A hint of rainbow above the sky of Subang Parade, brings me back all the memories where I used to live for 17 years. Those years will be an important chapter in my life.

At that very same night, I dreamt of my previous house in Subang. I guess I really missed those days.

Mummy, I love you.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

近排成日響度想明年之計到底要點 (工作, 住宿, 金錢).
有時想刻意不去想, 偏偏就響你腦海中盤旋唔肯走! 好讨厌!
大個女啦, 好多野我都需要自己揸主意. 我唔似其他人咁好彩,有爹地媽咪撐腰.
我有既, 只是話親但是一點都唔親既親戚; 一大堆有亦真亦假既朋友; 同埋一個自己都仲響度揾緊方向感既男友.
大家唔好誤會我既意思, 我只不過係想用個貼切點既方式來表達我有陣時感覺到既無助感, 並無貶低其他人既意思. 我知身邊有好多好關心我既人, 心領啦!
有錢唔是大晒, 但是無錢真是好多野都 kik 住, 阻止佐你既perfect plan.
我好需要方向感ㄚ~~~~~~

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

LMF THE WILD LAZY TOUR 2010 @ KL

Hello Hello! LMF 的演唱會根本不必多講, 睇相最實際! 而家就來回味下當日的大懶堂時刻啦!

附ticket贈送的tee,埂係要剪點design啦! Thanks Ree

曖昧 與 我

阿肥

Tommy 仔

阿華

阿傑

仁兄呢個動作好天真可愛!

型爆!


MC 與 Kelvin

Kelvin 與 我


你感覺到現場氣氛嗎?

撲街仔!!

屌9你!!


圓滿結束

肥弟弟 與 我

7ate9 醫肚嘆紅酒 =)