Mummy holding a baby - in remembrance of my mum.
It's very very itchy now, skin's peeling. Will be all good within this 2-3 days. It's still quite hard to believe that i actually did this fucking big size tattoo for a noobie, and i'm damn proud of myself LOL. I actually wanted it to be as big as my palm, but the design came out twice the size i wanted. Oh what the hell, i liked it that's all that matters.
Met up with Shih Mun & the others @ Italiannies the other day. He's leaving to Melbourne U. A young mature buddy of mine since primary school. Alot of girls used to have a crush on him, including me if i'm not wrong. LOL. Our lan-si small gas Melvin Moh came too, he actually turned out to be friendlier this time. I used to think he is nth but a cocky racer racing all over the countries, he's changed. Everytime driving the latest BMW models, ahhh how lucky! Was really nice chilling out with all this old buddies, afterall we've been friends for more than 10 years. I feel so bad infront of them coz i'm the only that changes the most? They're all so goody goody lah. It's okay, atleast i'm not consuming drugs & putting out fires. I'm trying to live as good as i can =)
It doesn't matter if i don't have a perfect family. I'm still going on the right track, and prioritizing my studies & future. So positive right? I bet you can't find someone as positive as me LOL. The only bad thing is I don't have someone to fall back when i need to make decisions. Yes, friends are out there giving opinions, but the decision maker is always me myself. I'm so scared of making BIG decisions sometimes. Speaking about this, there's a big decision to be made after i graduate at this August. To continue pursuing a degree? To work? Where? God please give me a sign.
Brought QQ to AhSou's place for grooming. It's like a doggy gathering when u have 6 dogs together at 1 house. Somehow we started talking about Christianity. AhSou started going to church last year Sep and baptised on 23rd Dec without telling her husband. She only tells him the next day and they argued over it, but she got a necklace with cross as X'mas present from him, hidden under her pillow. This is how great our God is, within 24 hours transform a person from reluctant to acceptance. It's like when the first time i found out Sam actually prays i was really happy. It's really a big step forward. That 3 weeks of hospitalization was really a tough time, not only for him, but for me & his families as well, physical, emotional & mental especially. I don't know what i can do more to help him except giving him moral support & try to assist him in anyway i can within my boundaries. Every night i pray that this incident somehow in a way will change him for good and learn how to appreciate life. Alice told me something very meaningful just now :" You need to learn how to appreciate yourself if you want others to appreciate you."I totally agree with her. Give other people a valid reason for loving you by appreciating yourself first, nobody appreciates rubbish. This includes putting down your ego & pride and stop telling people " this is who I am, I've been like this since I'm born ", instead try telling yourself " I'm not what I am, I can change for the better ". Trust me, you'll earn more respect when you dare to admit your weakness because not many can do that, it takes alot of guts.
We are officially 6months already last Sunday. Time really flies. Didn't celebrated it coz he was darn sick and i had to take care of him. To make it up, he brought me to this Fun Fair at Bukit Jalil without letting me know."Where u bringing me?""You'll know. It's somewhere we've been together but this time at different location."This year's CNY we went to one at Ipoh. It sux big time.Honestly, i've never done this with any of my ex-es before. I used to think it's stupid lah =p. So yeah, it's my first time sitting on a bumper car. Fell in love with it already. Didn't play much coz he still haven't fully recovered from all the operations but we did went on the ferris wheel though."There's a saying that when a couple is at the highest point at the sky and if they kiss each other, they will be happy forever. " And he kissed me.WAHAHAHAH ok i know i sound damn blonde now, and i'm not that kind of girl that likes this kind of romantic stuffs...but once in a while, i don't mind lah! I know that's all bullshit actually, but white lies does no harm. =DIf to describe my feeling now, it is like Mariah Carey's - DreamLover. =)Thank you Baby.
I've been trying very hard to recover from the holiday mood for the past whole week. It's really hard, coz i was off to JB last Friday for a BMW Golf Competition job at Skudai, right after 1 day i touched down KL. We stayed at Pulai Springs Resort, it was really nice there. Oh, and i drove a buggy. Such a nice experience =). Today is my 1st time skipping class for this semester, was worn out lah. Niki & I woke up at 8a.m. and brought QQ out for a jog. We jogged down and up the hill and rubbish QQ half way already tired. Felt so nice after not sweating for a long time.Ah 3's wedding is this Sat. Dom is getting done with the slides and interview session for the wedding dinner. Niki is emcee cum chief bridesmaid. I am tea-lady in the morning and butler through out the day. FYI, butler is the one in-charge of the couple's outfits lah. Yesterday Ah 3 & DearDear went for extra photoshooting session at William's studio, i was just tagging along Niki. But in the end i wore 1 of Ah 3's gown and got few shoots together with them !! So happie!! I want my close friends to make appearance in my wedding photoshoot next time as well. So be my close friends ppl LOL~Anyway, i posted some of the pics from Melbourne at facebook already, if you guys wanna view pls go facebook lah as it's too many for me to upload here. We are talking about the amount of few hundreds ppl! http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123493&l=4c92c&id=886100155http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=124279&l=0b47e&id=886100155
Mummy holding a baby - in remembrance of my mum.
