I am not happy. I tried to push it at the back of my mind, but it's so difficult. I know very well that money can't buy happiness, but without money your life is so miserable. I have cut down so much on my shopping, in fact I have not been shopping for the past few months. This is the only way I could do to keep my money, as nowadays it is so difficult to get freelance jobs. Sorry, I should rephrase it: "It is so easy to get freelance jobs, as the young girls nowadays are willing to work at super low pay but dress super slutty."

I hate if for the fact that I have to check whether I have money to bring my dog for grooming or not, poor Sunday looks like a rubbish dog now. I just hope that this semester would end asap, I want to get over and done with this semester's heavy load of assignments. I need to get out there to work for money!!

Fortunately, thank God that I have HIM, I kept myself positive by praying and believing that he would provide me with what I need =)

New member - Genesis

I've been trying to get my dog Sunday a suitable partner for the past 2 years, this time I finally got 1 maltese for her =). It was a total new experience for me to take care of a pregnant dog, and having sleepless nights on her predicted delivery day, and seeing the lil pup growing.

Sunday gave birth to Genesis on the 28th of June, 2010, 8pm. I struggled not to fall asleep the night before as she was already start scratching newspapers & cardboards. For those of you that don't know, it is a signal before delivery. However, poor Sunday's contraction was not enough to make her deliver on that night, so she'll have to wait in pain till the next night. (Dogs usually only deliver in the night)

It was my first time being a "midwife" for a dog, the feeling so so special! I guess my mother's instinct is growing, I felt so touched when I see the lil pup start breathing and wiggle after cleaning off the membrane and fluid...Genesis was so fragile in my hand =)

However, Sunday only gave birth to 1 litter, I expected atleast 2 - 3 =(...what a rare sight! Genesis is 1 week old now, and she grows super fast! I will try to post up her growth weekly.

Baby G - Day 2 (palm size)

Baby G - Day 3

Like mother like daughter, bad sleeping pose

Baby G - Day 5 (bigger than palm 25%)

She is really damn fat, I always feel like squeezing her!!

Baby G - Day 7 (Astro remote control size)