My heart aches so much. How i wish i could share half of the pain with you. Everytime i close my eyes i see your face. I see you lying on the ICU bed. I keep imagining when you bang your car, you are full of blood. This is killing me.
My bf had a car accident on Friday morning about 5a.m. and the last one he called was me, i did not answered it b'coz by the time I answer the call was ended. I assumed he was safe home. I felt fucking guilty, who knows i might have saved you from accident.
I really hope you learn your lesson, stop drinking like that. Everybody are so worried for you, so many people cried for you, especially your mum. Life is so short, i don't even dare to imagine if you are gone, just like that.
I'm so tired, but i can't sleep...
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