Financial Securities

YES, woman always seek for it. Do not misunderstood us as a materialistic animal, I would rather say it is a form of protection.

For us women to protect ourself, we need to at least pursue a job with good payment to be able to support ourself. For those who have a rich husband or bf, congratulations, but cross finger your relationship will last long or not you will lose your protection too.

For the past 2 weeks, I've been starting to feel really paranoid about my money. I keep having this feeling that my money is gonna turn in to zero in the near future. Infact, I've sent out plenty of profiles to agents for freelance jobs. I just need to start working again to ease this annoying panicky emotions.

I spoke to StephChin on MSN, she said it is normal for me to be acting this way. Reason being I have no stable income, I'm not working, I have no one supporting me; I just can't see $ rolling in. Im having the "looking-for-financial-securities" symptoms, according to what she studied in her Psychology course. How sad is this, to have such symptoms at my age. I should be enjoying, but then again, I'm considered lucky compare to others. Sometimes I just really envy all of u.

Sigh...I wish I'm still a child...I miss Mummy...