Why do you have to do this to me? You mend my heart, and you broke it again. again. and again.
The bible says that in Proverbs 21:17 He who loves pleasure will be a poor man; He who loves wine and oil will not be rich.
It also says that Don't let wine tempt u, even though it is rich red, though it sparkles in the cup, and it goes down smoothly. The next morning u will feel as if u had been bitten by a POISONOUS snake. (Proverbs 23 : 31-32)
We put so much effort, we planned so many for the future, we anticipated all the shortcomings when the minute you decided to go to S'pore for a new job. We were prepared for all these, and ready for it... because we know at the end, it is for the better of our future. We know that it is a happy ending.
Sadly, this did not last long. You only went there for 2 weeks and things happened. Are you the only one not mature enough to handle all this alone, or am I the only one that can ready for all this?
I am sorry, but I really do not want a drunkard to be the man that I give my whole life to, the man that will love me and take care of me when I'm sick or poor, the man to my children, the man I love.
All I can say is, I just can't accept you this way.
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