Exactly 5 min ago i was really happy b'coz my cute boss Faybian acknowledged us, which makes me- myself feel more confident. And it's a fun working day today. Unfortunately, good things always don't last long.
I felt ur stress over the phone, i tried to cheer you up although i know it's useless. I don't mind if i failed, it's normal for one to be frustrated easily when ur being bothered by problems. I wanted to just say bye and leave u alone, but i didn't b'coz i know that you need someone to talk to. I'm just doing my best to say whatever that comes into my mind, creating conversation i would say. I tried so hard to tolerate and ignore whatever unhappy feelings that surged out when you're saying something harsh, but yet i just feel that people always tend to take things for granted.
Example:
I felt bad too when i was blamed for nothing, but i didn't throw tantrum at anyone, including you. Why people always say : " No i don't want to show this kind of expression in front of my friends and so&so, " BUT when it comes to the close ones, people just tend to explode and say or do whatever they want. Why? B'coz they are your parents, he/she is your gf/bf, they should just accept all this. Am i right? Somebody correct me if i'm wrong. You are mature enough to consider for people not so close, but not for the closer ones? Correct me if i'm wrong again. Such contradicting facts huh?
What's bf/gf for? To accept whatever harsh things you say or do when you're feeling bad? Or share problems? Don't feel like sharing, that's fine. Nobody will force you. Don't even feel like talking, that's fine too. Tell him/her that you wanna be alone and then talk later. Is it that hard? If yes, then i really doubt your relationship skill.
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