Mummy holding a baby - in remembrance of my mum.It's very very itchy now, skin's peeling. Will be all good within this 2-3 days. It's still quite hard to believe that i actually did this fucking big size tattoo for a noobie, and i'm damn proud of myself LOL. I actually wanted it to be as big as my palm, but the design came out twice the size i wanted. Oh what the hell, i liked it that's all that matters.
Met up with Shih Mun & the others @ Italiannies the other day. He's leaving to Melbourne U. A young mature buddy of mine since primary school. Alot of girls used to have a crush on him, including me if i'm not wrong. LOL. Our lan-si small gas Melvin Moh came too, he actually turned out to be friendlier this time. I used to think he is nth but a cocky racer racing all over the countries, he's changed. Everytime driving the latest BMW models, ahhh how lucky! Was really nice chilling out with all this old buddies, afterall we've been friends for more than 10 years. I feel so bad infront of them coz i'm the only that changes the most? They're all so goody goody lah. It's okay, atleast i'm not consuming drugs & putting out fires. I'm trying to live as good as i can =)
It doesn't matter if i don't have a perfect family. I'm still going on the right track, and prioritizing my studies & future. So positive right? I bet you can't find someone as positive as me LOL. The only bad thing is I don't have someone to fall back when i need to make decisions. Yes, friends are out there giving opinions, but the decision maker is always me myself. I'm so scared of making BIG decisions sometimes. Speaking about this, there's a big decision to be made after i graduate at this August. To continue pursuing a degree? To work? Where? God please give me a sign.
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